Tuesday, December 11, 2012

口口先生,都是你的错
怎样你都有点错
都是你,不然我现在就不用烦
我不会handle这种situation
=(((((((((( 

Thursday, November 29, 2012

:(

我是适应不了应付不来还是没有能力
我是在状况外我不知道自己怎样过了12个星期
我没有冲劲我没有力量我没有天天抽时间读书
上课不明明了忘记
书很难问题很难英文很烂
我完全不在状态内
书读到三更半夜试一样考不好
题目出来我不会会的我发神经粗心失分一大堆
成绩还没出可是如果出来不及格
如果没有重考或是重考再不能我会怎样停一年等下一届
名列前茅的学生沦落到现在垫底边缘的学生
以前读书的力量冲劲没有了
朋友问我为什么会有Mood读书
我告诉他们因为我中学政府考努力读书我跌了两次上学院第一考我再跌
所以我努力读书为了不想再跌
为了一份耕耘一分收获
我相信这是真的就算我书读多不明我还是解读
我不是聪明的孩子我不是读一次就明白
我健忘我要读很多次才记得
我读书想要毕业GD可是不知道是天是地还是自己又要我再跌
两年半我努力维持可是却在最后关键狠狠摔我一脚
是不是我幼稚园年年第一小学成绩很好现在要我尝失败挫折
我不是不想读因为我知道工作更累人
我只想别让我再跌得那么重
我容易哭我容易失去信心我心情容易受改变

Thursday, November 1, 2012

有苦不再说,自己来就好
今时唔同往日,我垫底

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

你,很好 !

在公布好坏消息,错的时间我不在
原本以为,只有一个,也只要一个就好
你的方式,你的态度
你的所有已成了熟悉的好习惯,成了大家不想失去的老大
天不作美,缘分不够圆,我们不能圆满结束
对于你的好,无可否认,我们都知道
记得那天,大家喊着你的名,热烈的掌声,大家有多爱
大家心里应该会有个小伤心,中不舍,大遗憾
谢谢你的美好,谢谢你对大家的美好
赶快医治心情,我们一起加油,大家一起加油 !
永远最印象深刻,最good & responsible,最无可取代的CR !
我们会想你
加油,吕敦煌 ! =) 

Once our CR forever our CR 

Saturday, October 6, 2012

谁来听听我的烦恼
你在哪里

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

到底为什么 !

到底是我做错了什么
为什么每次的最后关键都捅我一刀一身血
希望给了我,却又收回
一份耕耘,一份收获,是我信错这道理吗?
到底要我跌倒到什么时候?
我怪自己,怪自己为什么没有得到想要的
怪自己为什么尽力了还做不到
为什么是我的错
我心灵很脆弱,我已经受不住一次又一次的重重打击 


Friday, September 14, 2012

All about holidays.

Helloooo. I super lazy to update my blog. 
Must be something happened or had strong feeling, i only can write a lot.
If just account for what i had actually done recently,
i lazy one, like write a report :/ hehe
(but that kohwei complains she got no blog to read, want me update my blog, so no choice lo, haha.)
Nevermind, this sembreak got lots of outing compare to previous, can show pics.

First outing. With the kohwei, the sisi, the williamz.
we named our gang as emo gang, why?
because our pattern king, williamz emo 24hr. (Y)
annd also the sisi, tiap tiap hari byk status =P
okay, i admit i got emo also laaaa hehe.
only kohwei, less emo one dont know why.
(maybe cause if she emo, she has to dance HAHAHA)

We went sushi zanmai.redbox karaoke.snowflake/chatime.
From beginning till the end, williamz none stop saying me BLACK, sisi fat.
again only kohwei, he din zat her very badly,
he treats her very good dont know why *she gonna kill me*


kohwei.


 sisi.

williamz.

Us.

Bff's birthday - Serreen
I always say, she is the only one can tahan my temper.
She sat beside me during form5, that time my temper was terrible.
Too much things to handle as a band leader, that's why.
You know you look super duper kong bu when you on 'fire', no one dare to talk to you, she said.
*YES i know XP*

Serreen. King. Yen.

Penang trip with the group24
This is the last classtrip before the fullstop of diploma.
Our class got different types of people, didn't manage to get everyone together.
As kohwei said, friends are like season.
We should be glad that 9 of us still stick together from the beginning till now. :)

I slept with munmun, both of us are scare.....*ghost month* :/

 The ori gang, but lack of kohwei X(

Toy Museum

Penang Art




The boys.

The girls.

I am always the pattern-est one.


I miss penang asam laksa and cendol.
Ho jiak dao cannot tahan HEHE (Y)

Mcdonald GSB as dinner
His iphone was spoiled, back to 80's century.
i can't call him when i reached, so i WAITED HIM for 30+++ min
i felt like wanna punch him while waiting him (okay at last, i did HAHAHA)

Movie SushiZanmai Day
Us again, but no sisi this time.
We watched The Possession
I thought very scary, but it's not =.= consider so so only.
but williamz cover his eyes with his shirt, sai dam dou sei =P
Sushi Zanmai againnnnnnnnn.
Cause williamz loves it so much, he want to eat before going back to kuantan.


We made four same bracelets as our 定情信物
It actually represents,
A husband and 3 wife complicated relationship
HAHAHA X))

Thanks williamz. ;)

Dinner.
with ah eng, ah sam, ny ny(cheekhoon), Tj and another guy.
Their first aim objective goal ask me out for dinner is
INTRO THE GUY TO ME !
They told me lots about him, like
he is single
he is rich
 he got his own car that worth a chatime outlet
he good in studies
he is talkative and bla bla blaaaa.
His name, jacky.
After dinner, keep asking me how was the first impression andddddd...
Really damn them :/
Bo bian, ah eng is taken, left me single foreveralone. haha !
Very seldom hang out with them.
I can laugh loudloud infront of them cause they treat me ah eng and i as boys.

Lunch.
I met williamz again before he left kl back to kuantan.
Met him 4 times during this sembreak, so muchhhh.
I'll not see him at college when sem start
I gonna miss this stupid person :(

Other than outings, i finished watching 5 drama and Taiwan ou siang ju.
I can only spend 2 days to finish one drama, if fast.
I plan to study audit but failed :( aihhzz
Mummy goes for vacation, i replace hers, a housewife :/
Before she left, she said 我将这头家交给你 ! LOL =.=

One month holidays gonna end soon, proceeds to advance diploma.
Final result will release on tuesday. *Pray pray*

Is 1.08am now, i bored to continue. Stop here.
Update my feeling on next post :D
Byebye.

Monday, August 20, 2012

习惯有这个朋友

被我遗弃的地方,我回来交待心情

一个让你又爱又恨的朋友,将离开你的生活圈子
2年感情
有个人让你哭笑不得,有个人陪你废话连篇
有个人让你气个半死,有个人就是要反开你所讲的东西
有个人无论白天还是黑夜都无时无刻讽刺你黑
你说你伤心,他说你娘腔
你说你睡不着,他说你头风
话说,4个大考试
他负责把你从半夜叫醒,继续读书
他会在你说很辛苦的时候,说些又衰但却鼓励的话
他会在你考试睡不着的时候,叫你静思坐在角落喝杯热奶
从来
只要你说你伤心但却不想说出原因的时候,他都不问多
一次严重的事情
决定与这个人隔绝,果真没有联络
最后他的一个告别已久的打招呼,才对他宽恕
就这样2年过去
他回到自己的地方做自己的事
以后没有人会在每个准时的时间叫你醒来
没有人让你像拉牛上树一样难的催他读书
这已习惯了的习惯,现在得回到原点了

拜托你认真做你每一件事,不要事情过了才后悔
拜托你认真想想要走什么路,不要再一副不在乎的样子
谢谢你,加油 !

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Hurt

If a Hi brings laughter, is okay i will not do it anymore.
Really feel like what the hell at the moment
You are my friend. They are my friends. We are friends.
But what i get is, all the laughter behind me.
Finally i found out how am i for you all.
I can forgive the miss-care of people feelings.
But however whatever it hurts me

Sunday, June 3, 2012

New Sem Last Sem

Wooi, soooooo fast !
New Sem Started, Year 3 Sem 1 Started
and also LAST SEM for Diploma

What's still the same?
I still in DAC group b
I still in group 24
I still in my gang
I still got a good and responsible course rep
 a funny assistance course rep
&
tham tham as our treasurer or printing manager
But this is the last sem to be with them

Diploma gonna end soon,
no more group b, no more group 24 after that
I still not yet know everyone of group b, but i like the feel attend lecture with them

What to do for this sem?
I must maintain my cgpa as well to achieve my desire
I hope I wish I could make it

I registered for my advance course,
 it is the most toughest and most no life one
okay, it is AFA !
How many people cry die study until wanna die for its
It is the fasest way to get ACCA, thats why but.......
I worry,  but just dare dare go !

Satisfied my last sem result, thanks =)

Chiew yen please study !!!!
All the best to Everyone ! =)
I will miss everyone of group b :)

Monday, May 28, 2012

STOP !


Complex feeling is annoying me.
Why?
I become a creator, create such thing making myself suffer
Stop here ! 
No step/steps is/are allowed anymore !
CLICK STOP NOT PAUSE

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

我真的以为,但又是自欺欺人
为什么就是那么难?

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Sunday, April 29, 2012

想飞的自由落体


把很多事情都紧握在手里是我的天生性格
可以说执着,也可以说固执
每一件事情都包含我这原来的的性格,或多或少

也可以这么说,我的复原能力不快
放下一些事,的确需要比较长的时间
但,面向太陽找背影,依然可以接近痊愈状态


Friday, April 20, 2012

那一段路程,快走完了


偶像剧就像不切实际的梦
可是却因为偶像剧
懂了一些原本不差意的什么,多懂了一些自己的什么

Monday, April 16, 2012

风信子


 风信子的花语
【只要点燃生命之火,便可同享丰盛人生】

想要让风信子再开花,就是把外面的生长物给剪掉

有如人生
为何总是对过去念念不忘,把已死的花朵留在身边
既对过去无法割舍, 又没有办法迈向未来

痛就喊痛
如果愿意想开,其实一秒钟就可以想开了

Thursday, April 12, 2012

应该这样


好朋友只是朋友 不能够占有
我们犯了这首歌的意义

Sunday, April 8, 2012

小資女孩向前衝


小资女孩向前冲
男女主角不算大热门演员,演技不是一流级
但这部戏真的不错
被我列为好看的偶像剧之一


秦子奇被沈杏仁省吃儉用為了媽媽買房子而感受到愛



秦子奇不知道自己不知覺喜歡上沈杏仁而吃醋


對方一直把你當成討厭鬼很難坦率好不好 (坦率喜欢你)


情不自禁親下去


彈吉他唱微加幸福表示歉意和不要沈杏仁去法國


花椰菜及刮刮樂彩卷簡單有意深情告白


要遇到相愛的人 除了努力之外 還需要運氣 沒有妳我接班要幹嘛
我只要沈杏仁


虽然说这部偶像剧是喜剧,但我却哭得稀里哗啦
不知道是容易被感动,还是容易哭
下面的五幕
是我不管看了多少次我还是会因为整个情节对白而哭


我答應妳 我以後上班不會遲到
 我答應妳 以後妳說什麼我就做什麼 
我答應妳 我以後會吃花椰菜 
我答應妳 以後衣服我自己洗 
我答應妳 我去學騎摩托車 以後載妳上班啦


你可以先想好你的夢夢屋應該要長什麼樣子
到時候你就拿這個來跟我換真的


 (沈杏仁 恭喜妳中頭獎) 
(獎品就是秦子奇) 
沈杏仁 我喜歡妳 而且非常喜歡  


沈杏仁 : 等到了那一天 換我來守護你


沈杏仁 : 不管這些城市有多漂亮 沒有你我一點都不快樂  
秦子奇 : 我很好 除了沒有妳之外 一切都很好  
秦子奇 : 第一 嫁給我 
                第二 我娶妳 
                        第三 我們結婚吧


走過萬水千山以後到的幸福,真的有一個人在心裡不曾離開


Happy Ending !


或许
很难投入下一个剧情因为太过沉醉于上一个


我需要点时间去调适我对这部戏的不舍得

我喜欢秦子奇为爱的那种坚持,沈杏仁的认真付出的那种精神
 =)

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Working :)


Holidayyyyyy
Went for 2 days part time job
This was my first part time job :D
Dont say me hang fuk, i just didnt get the chance to work. hehe
Went for National Service then come back with an injured leg, then college start

Worked with these 3 sha po, not bad :)
but koh wei susah sikit, she have to decide whatever for us
She is our ah head =P
 Looking forward to work with them =)

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

不是还没忘记,只是伤口被唤醒的时候还是会痛

Monday, April 2, 2012

要遇到相愛的人除了努力之外,還要有運氣

偶像剧是个超乎现实的童话故事
但是它却足够让每个人做个短暂的美梦

每次看偶像剧一定会因为某些情节哭得稀里哗啦
是太容易感动,还是天生容易哭
心也会突然有种被唤醒的痛

看了偶像剧,大多的人都想谈恋爱
因为故事结局一定快乐甜蜜
但我不是
也许,我只希望那对的人会在我未来不知道的时候被我遇见

现在一个人我可以很好
他只要是下一个而也是最后一个就好了
也许我害怕心受伤,害怕那歇斯底里的痛

幸福还没被握着没关系
我知道
有一天,幸福它一定会到来
哪怕是迟来的幸福

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

On Call 36 小时


一件头 @ 砖头医生
他的几乎完美,有多少人不会喜欢他 

鱼仔
在乎重视别人大于先在乎自己
 用心喜欢自己喜欢的人,写心意卡

 美学 太好胜
Benjamin @ 炳燦 花心但是有原因 [唔错型]
 
结婚的誓词,如果只是循例的读出来,是没有意义的,必须实践出来,
年轻时健康,漂亮,当然爱,
但是当对方年纪渐大,又老又有皱纹,病痛越来越多,
甚至眼看对方老死,难道就不爱了吗?
既然将来不会离弃对方,现在也应该一样。
如果因为对方有病就不爱他,就不是真正的爱。
沒人知道生命的長短,即使我們是醫生,也不能保證自己長命百歲,
所以結婚誓詞沒說要保證白頭偕老,卻要保證無論健康疾病都要在一起。
范子妤,我再問你一次,
無論健康疾病,
你願意和我不離不棄、終生不渝嗎?

这一幕,有多少没有被感动,有多少人哭了

THE END

问我这部戏有多好看
我会告诉你说,我不知道,好的地方有太多了
不是因为有一件头鱼仔
而是打从看第一集我就觉得这部戏会很有意义

也许,它就是那些年,我们一起追的电视剧 =)


Wednesday, March 14, 2012

End of sem 6


Presentation Day
Informal presentation better than Formal presentation
Went out present, things on mind all gone
i started nervous
The first time i ever i looked extremely nervous
No mark for informal, so get low mark for formal ba, accept it.
Okay, passed ad. Say byebye ! :/

Now, i wish could got more times to prepare for final
FInal left 13 days and i still got 1 assignment 1 presentation 1 test
After this all things done, left around 6 days
Shit ! Say good luck to me :(

Wednesday, March 7, 2012


心情的起伏代表着平衡点未能达成

Tuesday, March 6, 2012


伤心无助的时候,谁懂,谁在

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

First try :)

几米


世上沒有不傷人心的感情
或多或少,或大或小
它都會在你的靈魂上留下傷痕的
以傷痕為代價換得感情的喜悅
以感情的喜悅作為回報的傷痕

  這世界上,  沒有能回去的感情。
 就算真的回去了
你也會發現, 一切已經面目全非。
 唯一能回去的,  只是存於心底的記憶。
是的,  回不去了,
 所以,  我們只能一直往前。

加油 !

Monday, February 27, 2012

Friday, February 24, 2012