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戴上耳机，音乐在耳边，很靠近

部分的回忆出现

一遍我写的文章

一个很Liong的故事

豆浆水的医疗方法

坐车的感觉

一大堆奇奇怪怪的小孩名字

一个圈圈和一个叉叉的纸牌

羽球和兵乓的球场

买花捧花吃粥吃麦当劳

点心哈里波特

晚安

回憶都晾著，慢慢風乾了 傷的，總會癒合 — Bell宇田

路，难走

读书生涯里，我还要跌到什么时候?

我已经跌得很累不想再爬起来

每一次的跌，都是个重伤

pmr spm diploma，都是先甜到最后必定摔我一大脚

这一次，我好不容易得到但又拿走，为什么那么短暂

之前那么努力为了不想他们负担难么重，结果?

前面的路很迷茫，不想再爬起

找个懂我日常习惯的人不难

但找个懂我那起伏不定的内心应该很难

口口先生，都是你的错

怎样你都有点错

都是你，不然我现在就不用烦

我不会handle这种situation

=(((((((((( 

:(

我是适应不了应付不来还是没有能力

我是在状况外我不知道自己怎样过了12个星期

我没有冲劲我没有力量我没有天天抽时间读书

上课不明明了忘记

书很难问题很难英文很烂

我完全不在状态内

书读到三更半夜试一样考不好

题目出来我不会会的我发神经粗心失分一大堆

成绩还没出可是如果出来不及格

如果没有重考或是重考再不能我会怎样停一年等下一届

名列前茅的学生沦落到现在垫底边缘的学生

以前读书的力量冲劲没有了

朋友问我为什么会有Mood读书
我告诉他们因为我中学政府考努力读书我跌了两次上学院第一考我再跌

所以我努力读书为了不想再跌

为了一份耕耘一分收获

我相信这是真的就算我书读多不明我还是解读

我不是聪明的孩子我不是读一次就明白

我健忘我要读很多次才记得

我读书想要毕业GD可是不知道是天是地还是自己又要我再跌

两年半我努力维持可是却在最后关键狠狠摔我一脚

是不是我幼稚园年年第一小学成绩很好现在要我尝失败挫折

我不是不想读因为我知道工作更累人

我只想别让我再跌得那么重

我容易哭我容易失去信心我心情容易受改变

有苦不再说，自己来就好

今时唔同往日，我垫底

你，很好 !

在公布好坏消息，错的时间我不在

原本以为，只有一个，也只要一个就好

你的方式，你的态度

你的所有已成了熟悉的好习惯，成了大家不想失去的老大

天不作美，缘分不够圆，我们不能圆满结束

对于你的好，无可否认，我们都知道

记得那天，大家喊着你的名，热烈的掌声，大家有多爱

大家心里应该会有个小伤心，中不舍，大遗憾

谢谢你的美好，谢谢你对大家的美好

赶快医治心情，我们一起加油，大家一起加油 !

永远最印象深刻，最good & responsible，最无可取代的CR !

我们会想你

加油，吕敦煌 ! =) 

Once our CR forever our CR 

谁来听听我的烦恼

你在哪里

到底为什么 !

到底是我做错了什么

为什么每次的最后关键都捅我一刀一身血

希望给了我，却又收回

一份耕耘，一份收获，是我信错这道理吗？

到底要我跌倒到什么时候?

我怪自己，怪自己为什么没有得到想要的

怪自己为什么尽力了还做不到

为什么是我的错

我心灵很脆弱，我已经受不住一次又一次的重重打击 

All about holidays.

Helloooo. I super lazy to update my blog. 

Must be something happened or had strong feeling, i only can write a lot.

If just account for what i had actually done recently,

i lazy one, like write a report :/ hehe

(but that kohwei complains she got no blog to read, want me update my blog, so no choice lo, haha.)

Nevermind, this sembreak got lots of outing compare to previous, can show pics.

First outing. With the kohwei, the sisi, the williamz.

we named our gang as emo gang, why?

because our pattern king, williamz emo 24hr. (Y)

annd also the sisi, tiap tiap hari byk status =P

okay, i admit i got emo also laaaa hehe.

only kohwei, less emo one dont know why.
(maybe cause if she emo, she has to dance HAHAHA)

We went sushi zanmai.redbox karaoke.snowflake/chatime.

From beginning till the end, williamz none stop saying me BLACK, sisi fat.

again only kohwei, he din zat her very badly,
he treats her very good dont know why *she gonna kill me*

kohwei.

 sisi.

williamz.

Us.

Bff's birthday - Serreen

I always say, she is the only one can tahan my temper.

She sat beside me during form5, that time my temper was terrible.

Too much things to handle as a band leader, that's why.

You know you look super duper kong bu when you on 'fire', no one dare to talk to you, she said.
*YES i know XP*

Serreen. King. Yen.

Penang trip with the group24

This is the last classtrip before the fullstop of diploma.

Our class got different types of people, didn't manage to get everyone together.
As kohwei said, friends are like season.
We should be glad that 9 of us still stick together from the beginning till now. :)

I slept with munmun, both of us are scare.....*ghost month* :/

 The ori gang, but lack of kohwei X(

Toy Museum

Penang Art

The boys.

The girls.

I am always the pattern-est one.

I miss penang asam laksa and cendol.
Ho jiak dao cannot tahan HEHE (Y)

Mcdonald GSB as dinner

His iphone was spoiled, back to 80's century.

i can't call him when i reached, so i WAITED HIM for 30+++ min

i felt like wanna punch him while waiting him (okay at last, i did HAHAHA)

Movie SushiZanmai Day

Us again, but no sisi this time.

We watched The Possession

I thought very scary, but it's not =.= consider so so only.

but williamz cover his eyes with his shirt, sai dam dou sei =P

Sushi Zanmai againnnnnnnnn.

Cause williamz loves it so much, he want to eat before going back to kuantan.

We made four same bracelets as our 定情信物

It actually represents,

A husband and 3 wife complicated relationship

HAHAHA X))

Thanks williamz. ;)

Dinner.

with ah eng, ah sam, ny ny(cheekhoon), Tj and another guy.

Their first aim objective goal ask me out for dinner is

INTRO THE GUY TO ME !

They told me lots about him, like

he is single

he is rich

 he got his own car that worth a chatime outlet

he good in studies

he is talkative and bla bla blaaaa.

His name, jacky.

After dinner, keep asking me how was the first impression andddddd...

Really damn them :/

Bo bian, ah eng is taken, left me single foreveralone. haha !

Very seldom hang out with them.

I can laugh loudloud infront of them cause they treat me ah eng and i as boys.

Lunch.

I met williamz again before he left kl back to kuantan.

Met him 4 times during this sembreak, so muchhhh.

I'll not see him at college when sem start

I gonna miss this stupid person :(

Other than outings, i finished watching 5 drama and Taiwan ou siang ju.
I can only spend 2 days to finish one drama, if fast.
I plan to study audit but failed :( aihhzz
Mummy goes for vacation, i replace hers, a housewife :/
Before she left, she said 我将这头家交给你 ! LOL =.=

One month holidays gonna end soon, proceeds to advance diploma.

Final result will release on tuesday. *Pray pray*

Is 1.08am now, i bored to continue. Stop here.

Update my feeling on next post :D

Byebye.

习惯有这个朋友

被我遗弃的地方，我回来交待心情

一个让你又爱又恨的朋友，将离开你的生活圈子

2年感情

有个人让你哭笑不得，有个人陪你废话连篇

有个人让你气个半死，有个人就是要反开你所讲的东西

有个人无论白天还是黑夜都无时无刻讽刺你黑
你说你伤心，他说你娘腔

你说你睡不着，他说你头风

话说，4个大考试

他负责把你从半夜叫醒，继续读书

他会在你说很辛苦的时候，说些又衰但却鼓励的话

他会在你考试睡不着的时候，叫你静思坐在角落喝杯热奶

从来

只要你说你伤心但却不想说出原因的时候，他都不问多

一次严重的事情

决定与这个人隔绝，果真没有联络

最后他的一个告别已久的打招呼，才对他宽恕

就这样2年过去

他回到自己的地方做自己的事

以后没有人会在每个准时的时间叫你醒来

没有人让你像拉牛上树一样难的催他读书

这已习惯了的习惯，现在得回到原点了

拜托你认真做你每一件事，不要事情过了才后悔

拜托你认真想想要走什么路，不要再一副不在乎的样子

谢谢你，加油 !

Hurt

If a Hi brings laughter, is okay i will not do it anymore.

Really feel like what the hell at the moment

You are my friend. They are my friends. We are friends.

But what i get is, all the laughter behind me.

Finally i found out how am i for you all.

I can forgive the miss-care of people feelings.

But however whatever it hurts me

New Sem Last Sem

Wooi, soooooo fast !

New Sem Started, Year 3 Sem 1 Started

and also LAST SEM for Diploma

What's still the same?

I still in DAC group b

I still in group 24

I still in my gang

I still got a good and responsible course rep

 a funny assistance course rep

&

tham tham as our treasurer or printing manager

But this is the last sem to be with them

Diploma gonna end soon,

no more group b, no more group 24 after that

I still not yet know everyone of group b, but i like the feel attend lecture with them

What to do for this sem?

I must maintain my cgpa as well to achieve my desire

I hope I wish I could make it

I registered for my advance course,

 it is the most toughest and most no life one

okay, it is AFA !

How many people cry die study until wanna die for its
It is the fasest way to get ACCA, thats why but.......

I worry,  but just dare dare go !

Satisfied my last sem result, thanks =)

Chiew yen please study !!!!

All the best to Everyone ! =)

I will miss everyone of group b :)

STOP !

Complex feeling is annoying me.

Why?

I become a creator, create such thing making myself suffer

Stop here ! 

No step/steps is/are allowed anymore !

CLICK STOP NOT PAUSE

我真的以为，但又是自欺欺人

为什么就是那么难?

=)

  微加幸福 by yen0130

想飞的自由落体

把很多事情都紧握在手里是我的天生性格

可以说执着，也可以说固执

每一件事情都包含我这原来的的性格，或多或少

也可以这么说，我的复原能力不快

放下一些事，的确需要比较长的时间

但，面向太陽找背影，依然可以接近痊愈状态

那一段路程，快走完了

偶像剧就像不切实际的梦

可是却因为偶像剧

懂了一些原本不差意的什么，多懂了一些自己的什么

风信子

 风信子的花语

【只要点燃生命之火，便可同享丰盛人生】

想要让风信子再开花，就是把外面的生长物给剪掉

有如人生

为何总是对过去念念不忘，把已死的花朵留在身边

既对过去无法割舍， 又没有办法迈向未来

痛就喊痛

如果愿意想开，其实一秒钟就可以想开了