Are you know who's chiew yen? xD

I miss my high school life..

Fresh back to the passed..

i feel like i was famous in my high school..

*perasan*

 Because i'm band conductor, people know me..

Because of the singing competition, people know me..

I miss the day i conductor in front of my band 

and everyone was looking at me..

I miss the day i sang on stage 

and my dear friends shout for me, support me..

Had a sing at Eternity Prom..

The feeling was good la wei.. 

This is the first time i ever had a couple sing on stage..

if you are chong hwa's student, are you know who is chiew yen? 

hahaha

*wu liao*

you're my friend..

I'm upset right now..

i really speechless with this case!

i don't why and what is going on?

Tell me okay?

don't ever want to escape me..

I got nothing do wrong..

Anyone can tell me what can i do?

haiz..

College Life..

One week more i didn't update my blog..

Lecture and Tutorial classes start and i'm a busy girl now..

I got class for the whole week days ..

The timetable is sucks and terrible you know!!

People atleast got 1 day break but got no such thing for me..

somemore my wed and thurs's classes start at 8am and end at 5pm..

between got 5 hour break! 

shit la~

is tired when finish the classes for the day.. 

The feeling is same with my form5 life..

After school and tuition, totally nak pengsan when reach home..

Now, have to read and understand all the notes, then do the tutorial..

Life now macam spm life.. ><

But what to do? Thats what i should do now and future..

Accounting, is it suitable for me?

I just go through everything and try my best as it is a tough course!

wish me good luck ba..

0pps, accounting got no leng zai..

i wish my tutorial class got those 'gou dai wai mang' geh leng zai la but NO!

and got only 10/27 guys in my tutorial class..

wah, sad and disappointed.. *kekez*

[my friends said: you come to study or gap zai?]

besides study, gap zai also a must as it can release stress ma, right? xD

hahaha :D

The most i hate is that my tutorial class got few lc guys! 

feel like wanna slap them.!

btw, i like my course rep but not the printing manager..

Assignmentsss and presentationsss are waiting for me..

haiz, my english speaking is sucks, how i stand in front to speak?

god bless me k? =(

Last but not least, thats all about my college life..

chiew yen is busying, stressing, qi sin+ing..

god bless god bless ^^

♥

I ♥ this Photo

jiayap ♥ yen ♥ king

My Dear Friend

她可以大声地站出来告诉大家

她的状态越来越好了

她找回她自己了!

那一个不值得的人，已经不再什么重要了!

撑过去了，她的坚强也战胜了!

放心，她可以好好了.. =)

She can do it!

A Brand New Life...

[Happy Mother's Day]

Gonna start my college life..

Have to start a new life which is different with high school..

Study for future le!

Assignment, presentation, test, internal & external paper 

are waiting for me! ><

 Work harder and harder le..

Accounting, you're very tough..

I scare of 'you', you know?

I wish i can do it la~!

Okay, is time to face the challenges..

A brand new life, new start

 is an good opportunity for me to arrange my things..

Is time to let go, is time to move on!

Something is worthless, got no point to stay the same..

so, wish i can do it..

I need time to kill all the thing..

Stay away from my life~!

拼命地，拼命地...

开始，她开始把一切弄得很凶..

她真的很气，很无奈!

她觉得，

如果越是要她伤心难过，她就会坚强!

所以她每一句话弄得很凶，

她就是不要让那一个人得意!

她很凶，但是她还是会想那一个不必要的人!

她拼命地撑，拼命地撑

连她自己都觉得不明白自己了..

明明就很讨厌，绝望了，

转了身却变得另一心情了..

她每天都告诉自己，''我很坚强，我可以撑下去!''

她责怪自己为什么会相信!

如果那时候选择不相信，现在就不必失去方向了..

她知道有天她能放下泪，过得很好很好..

但恐怕她得了恐惧症..

[她害怕真心被当游戏..]

她也很想把事情留下余地，

但是那一个人就是不领情，继续说，继续做他要的!

她真的很想问，真的很好玩吗?

而

哪怕有天他们像从来没认识过的人...

其实她很XX...

Movie Day

Yen ♥ Wen ♥ Mabel 

Movie with 2 of them.

[Ice Kacang Puppy Love]

Actually got 7 people, but they FFK! 

Isshh~~!

Was a Crazy Day!

[although just only the three]

Open your eyes, don't fall for people worthless.

Find someone who you can count on.

The worse thing to be cheated is love.

给时间她..

[玩]，

这个字代表着很多的意思..

大家心里的[玩]应该都是开心，欢乐，兴奋?

但是这一刻，

在她心里的[玩]只看见伤痛，泪水..

她发现原来自己其实很好玩?

有人可以利用她的真当个游戏?

好了，告诉她

真的很好玩吗?

看见她左右不能的感觉的真的很开心，很兴奋吗?

要一个女生接受其实自己很好玩，自己的真被人当游戏，

容易吗?

大家给时间她好吗?

因为她知道，她明白，她比大家更清楚

她多难受都忍着，但有谁会知道?

每一次眼泪要流下来时，她都会抬起头，眼睛望上..

每一次忍不住时，她就会用力吸气再大力地呼气...

她也一直告诉自己，

如果越是要她伤心难过，她越是要更坚强!

每一次告诉了自己，她都会突然坚强起来，

那种能打败它的感觉会突然冲来!

记得..

加油，那个她!