Tuesday, December 29, 2009



天是蓝的
心是黑的

现在

天是蓝的
心也是蓝的

这么一走,走出了3年的经历...

或许这是一段很长的时间,
或许也让自己累了那么久,
但一切都变得没有了遗憾...

人总是要在跌倒后才懂得更多..

3年里,
从跌倒,爬起,再跌到,再爬起,
每一次心被自己伤了又伤...

曾经的 让自己长大了...

以为没能会成功,
不过试验证明的结果是
成功!

没有质疑,
因为没有必要了...

这个结果仿佛像一个皆大欢喜的结局...


伤痕
没有人愿意把给记下来,
但却选择了这样做...

伤痕就像一本人生字典...

当不明白,充满疑惑的时候,
就是翻查的时候...
当晓得了,明白了,
就不会重犯...

不需要避忌了,
喜欢怎么说就怎么说,
喜欢怎么称呼也就怎么称呼...

之间没有了那道墙,
是最美丽的结局...

感谢从不放弃彼此的友谊..

聆听,
永远是他扮演的角色...
没有那股支持的力量,
也不能坚强面对什么...

谢谢!


 I had Done + Moved On,
I'll Enjoy the Every Coming Moment...

*
Everything will be fine as what i said...

I found the key!

No more painful, i just smiling.. =)
 *

Saturday, December 26, 2009

 

I Need Somebody But Nobody

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Eternity Night...

Eternity Prom Night


The 1st prom i attended
and
i'm honour to join the prom committee..
Thanks for asking me to be publicity...


Good job committee and thanks others for attending the prom..


Planning with this prom for few month,
everyone did their work well.. =)


Rushed to rehearsal on 5pm,
then singing started suck,
then performance become more suck...
I lost my confident there..


Other than that,
i really enjoy with all my friends..
Boys look smart & girls look pretty..
Was great that day^^


An Eternity Night@Friendship


[This will be the last time i ever stand on stage]



[My best partner in my life@yuen]


[we are best partner in band ba?! yen@kai@yuen]



5a2's gal [they are rich XD]


[oh jia yap, my publicity partner]
[1st photo-He was helping me to leave the ballroom.. reason? secret XD]
[2nd photo-succeed to run out.. Thanks jia yap^^]



[yen@elvi_didn't look 'o yao' that day.. look smart!]
[yen@wei chieh_look like 白马王子]



[yen@king_Prom KING, you really look smart]
[yen@onion_wuhoo~ my ah sou XD]
[Invite me to ur wedding ya^^]



[jiayap@yen@king_thanks le =)]

[sern@yen@king_my best ever friends..]
[hk@yen@zsern@braxton]




The end...





S T A G E



舞台是个很抽象的东西..

本以为已开始熟悉那一个四方台,
但是直到昨天才发现,
我根本就不属于站在台上...

一直都以为唱歌是我最在行的事,
21/12/2009
正式证明事实...

事实就是我并不是...

[我不是一定要你回来...]
这首歌在我的嘴边,脑海里绵绵不断地出现,
眼泪也跟着流下来...

我不敢回想起昨晚的情景,
紧张不是借口,还没ready不是借口,
而真正的是我没有唱歌的实力...
即使再多的人告诉我没关系,
我还是无法原谅自己...

一首练了好几个月的歌,
以为自己能把原本的放上舞台,
但其实我太高估自己了..

13/09/2008 让我成功了一次,
或许上天是时候要我知道跌到的滋味...

我是一个对自己没有信心的人...
学业,band,样貌,别人怎么看自己,
信心通通都没有...
唯有一个能让我信心的歌唱,
却在这次跌入谷底了...

信心没有了,就像失去方向感...

我没有资格当那站在台上的表演者,

我只能喜欢唱歌,却不是能站在台上唱歌...


这应该会是我最后一次因为唱歌而站在那被灯光投射着的舞台...


Thursday, December 17, 2009

6M[2004] Gathering...



Graduated for 5 yearz,
we never lost contact from the day we leaved chong hwa primary school..


I'm glad you all never give up our friendship
and
attend the every gathering...


We always recall our stupid funny things when we meet up everyone..


Every details
and even the passed expression,
we all still remember..


Our precious memories,
i'll never forget
i'll keep it forever and ever..


The only you guys know the true me..
[but don't always wanna vilify me =( ]


Having 0ur dinner at madam kwan..
[Boys and girls with teacher]


[A great photo at madam kwan]


[yen@k.keat_my standard 4&5 partner, argue everyday XD]
[yen@king@sern_we are best friend in secondary life]


[wuhoo~ merry christmas]


[yen@teacher ben]
[She is the only one teacher we respect the most and thanks alot teacher =)]


Photo again^^



[The is a nice ending for our Gathering 2009]




Meet you guys next years.. ^^



Monday, December 14, 2009

SPM

SPM!!!
Finally OVER..


This one month passed,
i was tired and exhausted...


Is time to have a rest..


But gonna leave all my friends.. =(







[The 1st & last day of spm]
[oh, my panda eyes ><]



[I like to sing~]



wuhoo...

Tuan Tuan Tuition Centre


A Tuition Class Photo...


I'm monitor as i'm loud speaker in the class.. XD


Be with them for 2 years,
WE
crazy+laugh+gossip+blow water+addmath
together...


I miss the day we crazy!


All the best in your future.. =)



Graduation Day...

This is last day for our form5's life..
A Grand ceremony for us!
It was a enjoyable and memorable day...


Lets see my photos...

[The last day i stayed in my class]



[Taking sijil]



[Singing graduate songs]



[My ever Best friends]
[king@yuen]
Thanks..



[soo@yen@khoon]
[yen@serreen-0nly she can tahan my temper XD]



[very hang fuk.. hahaha XD]



[My dear Band!]



[Qi sin for 2 years..]



[5A2]
lack of.....><

Hey friends, we will meet again...


Bye!






Monday, October 19, 2009

SPM
is around the corner,
and
30 days leave ONLY~!!

Concentrate on studies from Now!!

Good luck =)

Monday, October 12, 2009

为何...



女孩又失败了...

坚决下的狠心,又再被打回原型了...

本来狠下心定下要做的,却在短短的时间里给打垮了...

女孩本以为自己不能撑到最后,也能撑久一些,
但谁知道就只撑到那么的一个星期...

女孩到底怎么了?
心里又恢复不舒服的日子...

心到底要向哪里走?
往哪一个方向走才可以好走?

Facebook's Advice
[Go where your heart leads you to...]

是真的让心带女孩走?
如果心是错的,那该走吗?


Saturday, October 10, 2009


I think i have to go alone...


not wish to be alone,
but i have no other choice..

When i was young...


[这是一张最搞笑的照片,与姐姐摆一样pose~]
[看了也会笑 =)]

翻开相片簿,
看见我天真无暇的小时候,
突然想回到过去...

那个时候的我,
就是在玩乐中度过每一天,
而每一天微笑都迎接我...
没有烦恼,没有顾虑,
生活简单...

就是
在家里乱跑,
在户外就骑着我最爱的三轮脚踏车...
而每当妈妈喂我吃饭时,
我总爱乱跑,
动作也多多,
这些都被拍下了,成为我的回忆...



这种生活,
让我很想回到过去...

我真的
希望永远都留在那个时候...

那我将永远是一个活泼开朗的小孩...