I'm emo recently.

I don't know the reason or maybe i know.

but i got no solution.

yes, i can be very happy to everyone but who know how tired am i?

Suddenly, i miss the moment that i sit behind the ns block.. 

The 0nly me is over there.. 

The feeling is good!

Tambahan pula, *malay/??!*

i don't like my group

 and this is not the group that i want.

Life can't be prefect, so why i can't get a perfect group lo.

I like my friend's groups, i like group X4

but i got no choice and i have to join my current group.

all the best ba..

俗语说,

对曾经爱的人会比较在乎..

她..

18年，她依然一个人...

如果你问她一个人累吗?

或许她会答你，习惯了!

她可以一个人走，

她可以一个人吃，

她可以一个人做很多东西...

但是如果有的选择，

她还是希望不要一个人...

有时候她会累，

因为她好像什么都可以一个人做，

有什么大家也会先看着她...

大家都叫她'大姐大'，

或许从以前到现在，有什么事她总是说可以，

所以到现在大家也一样认为...

她真的想有一天，她能脱下坚硬的外壳...

Quite busy this few week..

Busy with assignment and mid term examination..

i'm tired and also exhausted =(

24 hours is insufficient, give me 48 hours can mou?!

Why my course and my class got no yeng zai har?

and hor, not really like my class *no reason*

maybe i can't find friends who same type with me ba?!

and i over active? or?

i'm talkative and hyper active, 

maybe got somebody is unacceptable ba..

i love my primary's gang♥

they are most prefect friends in my life!

passed..

Yes! 

i passed my driving test and get a P license..

was nervous but luckily nothing wrong.. =)

Thanks! god bless..

Are you know who's chiew yen? xD

I miss my high school life..

Fresh back to the passed..

i feel like i was famous in my high school..

*perasan*

 Because i'm band conductor, people know me..

Because of the singing competition, people know me..

I miss the day i conductor in front of my band 

and everyone was looking at me..

I miss the day i sang on stage 

and my dear friends shout for me, support me..

Had a sing at Eternity Prom..

The feeling was good la wei.. 

This is the first time i ever had a couple sing on stage..

if you are chong hwa's student, are you know who is chiew yen? 

hahaha

*wu liao*

you're my friend..

I'm upset right now..

i really speechless with this case!

i don't why and what is going on?

Tell me okay?

don't ever want to escape me..

I got nothing do wrong..

Anyone can tell me what can i do?

haiz..

College Life..

One week more i didn't update my blog..

Lecture and Tutorial classes start and i'm a busy girl now..

I got class for the whole week days ..

The timetable is sucks and terrible you know!!

People atleast got 1 day break but got no such thing for me..

somemore my wed and thurs's classes start at 8am and end at 5pm..

between got 5 hour break! 

shit la~

is tired when finish the classes for the day.. 

The feeling is same with my form5 life..

After school and tuition, totally nak pengsan when reach home..

Now, have to read and understand all the notes, then do the tutorial..

Life now macam spm life.. ><

But what to do? Thats what i should do now and future..

Accounting, is it suitable for me?

I just go through everything and try my best as it is a tough course!

wish me good luck ba..

0pps, accounting got no leng zai..

i wish my tutorial class got those 'gou dai wai mang' geh leng zai la but NO!

and got only 10/27 guys in my tutorial class..

wah, sad and disappointed.. *kekez*

[my friends said: you come to study or gap zai?]

besides study, gap zai also a must as it can release stress ma, right? xD

hahaha :D

The most i hate is that my tutorial class got few lc guys! 

feel like wanna slap them.!

btw, i like my course rep but not the printing manager..

Assignmentsss and presentationsss are waiting for me..

haiz, my english speaking is sucks, how i stand in front to speak?

god bless me k? =(

Last but not least, thats all about my college life..

chiew yen is busying, stressing, qi sin+ing..

god bless god bless ^^

♥

I ♥ this Photo

jiayap ♥ yen ♥ king

My Dear Friend

她可以大声地站出来告诉大家

她的状态越来越好了

她找回她自己了!

那一个不值得的人，已经不再什么重要了!

撑过去了，她的坚强也战胜了!

放心，她可以好好了.. =)

She can do it!

A Brand New Life...

[Happy Mother's Day]

Gonna start my college life..

Have to start a new life which is different with high school..

Study for future le!

Assignment, presentation, test, internal & external paper 

are waiting for me! ><

 Work harder and harder le..

Accounting, you're very tough..

I scare of 'you', you know?

I wish i can do it la~!

Okay, is time to face the challenges..

A brand new life, new start

 is an good opportunity for me to arrange my things..

Is time to let go, is time to move on!

Something is worthless, got no point to stay the same..

so, wish i can do it..

I need time to kill all the thing..

Stay away from my life~!

拼命地，拼命地...

开始，她开始把一切弄得很凶..

她真的很气，很无奈!

她觉得，

如果越是要她伤心难过，她就会坚强!

所以她每一句话弄得很凶，

她就是不要让那一个人得意!

她很凶，但是她还是会想那一个不必要的人!

她拼命地撑，拼命地撑

连她自己都觉得不明白自己了..

明明就很讨厌，绝望了，

转了身却变得另一心情了..

她每天都告诉自己，''我很坚强，我可以撑下去!''

她责怪自己为什么会相信!

如果那时候选择不相信，现在就不必失去方向了..

她知道有天她能放下泪，过得很好很好..

但恐怕她得了恐惧症..

[她害怕真心被当游戏..]

她也很想把事情留下余地，

但是那一个人就是不领情，继续说，继续做他要的!

她真的很想问，真的很好玩吗?

而

哪怕有天他们像从来没认识过的人...

其实她很XX...

Movie Day

Yen ♥ Wen ♥ Mabel 

Movie with 2 of them.

[Ice Kacang Puppy Love]

Actually got 7 people, but they FFK! 

Isshh~~!

Was a Crazy Day!

[although just only the three]

Open your eyes, don't fall for people worthless.

Find someone who you can count on.

The worse thing to be cheated is love.

给时间她..

[玩]，

这个字代表着很多的意思..

大家心里的[玩]应该都是开心，欢乐，兴奋?

但是这一刻，

在她心里的[玩]只看见伤痛，泪水..

她发现原来自己其实很好玩?

有人可以利用她的真当个游戏?

好了，告诉她

真的很好玩吗?

看见她左右不能的感觉的真的很开心，很兴奋吗?

要一个女生接受其实自己很好玩，自己的真被人当游戏，

容易吗?

大家给时间她好吗?

因为她知道，她明白，她比大家更清楚

她多难受都忍着，但有谁会知道?

每一次眼泪要流下来时，她都会抬起头，眼睛望上..

每一次忍不住时，她就会用力吸气再大力地呼气...

她也一直告诉自己，

如果越是要她伤心难过，她越是要更坚强!

每一次告诉了自己，她都会突然坚强起来，

那种能打败它的感觉会突然冲来!

记得..

加油，那个她!

代价..

针灸+夹着'电'

这种情况已持续了5 个星期..

这世人里，本小姐最怕的就是针!!

我不是怕那个痛，

而是怕针，怕那插进去的感觉!

当那耐心+细心的年轻医师一拿起针，

我就把脚缩起..

因为我真的很怕针@@

而我的右脚已包扎着5个星期了..

5个星期冲凉要抬着脚，

出去穿拖鞋，穿长裤..

有时候还很痒，却抓不到 =.=

*其实在Ns已经也包了3个星期，

只是有时候不想包就拆掉..

终于等到不用再包扎的日子!

不知道是否包太久了，

脚的血液不选环，搞到好像被烫水烧伤@@

很恶心!

现在的情况

就是能走，不能跑!

是的确有好了些，但还是不能灵活..

每天晚上还需要泡热水..

谁能告诉我

它几时会痊愈?

它几时能像以前那样active?

它真的像没伤之前那样?

会有风湿吗?

韧带伤了，可大可小!!

Haiz~!

想起那一天的跌倒，还要是晚上的11.45..

有谁知道跌倒的真正原因?

这就是代价!

受苦!后悔!

两个不看镜头的女生

因为她们在被人偷拍

不错，我喜欢♥

《每段愛情，都是幸福的記號》

有種情形是很不公平,

就是對方故意搞曖昧,

根本就不想交往，卻以遊戲的心態

用言語或行動挑逗，希望試探你的反應

沒想到當你認真回應后，才發現被捉弄了。

這時，

真的無須爲了對方的動機不純正，

或是他的決定不如你意，而感到尷尬不已，

就是當他是個沒有福氣的人吧!

只願意做朋友，不想成爲情人，

也許真是他的損失，將來他可能覺得很可惜。

但最重要的是你，

你一定要堅持追尋真愛的智慧及勇氣，

不要爲了他確定你們只是朋友關係，

就對自己失去信心，對愛情沒興趣。

《每段愛情，都是幸福的記號》- 吳若權

Missing the smile..

Wearing my spec.

and 
Missing the smile.


The 0nly smile on my mind..

[tell me, how ar?]

♥Smile♥ =)

突然...突然...

看见一个我以为不会再见到的笑容..

那是我很久没见过却很想见到的笑容...

那一刻灿烂的笑容，

我跟着笑了..

I Like the Smile!

I Miss the Smile!

Thank you♥

Nothing to do♥

Wearing inear loreng tonight♥

Want to compair the difference... 

Forgive me, cause i have nothing to do =P

Anyway, just for fun.. haha

i'm sibeh boring la..!! 

but i want to drop few words for my friends..

Yuen

 My dear, you can make your things become prefect! 

i trust in you, why not you too? miss you!

Shy yi 

Happy Birthday gal!

 you're my listener and for me too! 

Look forward to your life, you'll get what you want and all the happiness.

Mabel

0ur case are same actually!

we are trying best to do it.. 

For you, depend on  what you want, go ahead ba..

King  

Miss you.. 

i remember that, 

when everyone shame on me, you're the one who never do that.. 

Thanks..

Yun Jian 

You gonna have your new life, new job! 

single life is bored but sometime is nice also.. 

Find me when you feel 'nothing' and you're not alone..

 take care k?

Tommy

I believe in you! 

so, you have to continue your studies k?! 

work for it, you'll get wat you want..

Yeo 

 You're confusing now.. 

Lets clam down and make your mind clear.. 

you'll get your answer :D

Ah Chun

 Thank you!

 you are one of them who cheer me up always and remind me to be happy.. 

Izzat/Tom

I miss you! you make me smile when i'm down.. =)

Daryl

 Nice to meet you.. you are wu liao 2! hehe.. [Test Kacau Disturb]

Don't simply make decision yourself! =P

All My Dear Friends

I need you guys..

feel like had lost contact since i went ns for 3 month..

i miss you guys! =)

Conductor♥

Chong Hwa High School Band

I was the band conductor [08/09]

Anybody remember me?

[Yes? or No?]

I like band

I like music

I like to conduct

I enjoyed stand in front of the band!

The feeling was great!

yes! i'm conductor!

[Miss My Band's Life]

Back to the starting point...

Can anybody tell me why?!

I'm getting better and better and everything is under controlled

but something happened suddenly.

I LOST !

Don't ever try to come along me without any response, any reply.

What's the point for the msg?

I'm guessing and waiting the answer from something or somewhere or someone.

I feel like wanna punch myself right now!

Used much effort but everything back to the starting point.

TEE CHIEW YEN is TIRED!

she is tired!

*I don't know why you guys come to me 1 by 1?! stop la wei!

I'm here!

I  keep 

listen to the same song

look at the same photo

It becomes meaningless as i do it everyday.

It might be my habit right now.

As i know, i get back the 50% me.

Something is under controlled but something yet not.

I had been lost direction but i get my way.

If happy just laugh.

If upset just tear.

If feel like wanna smile just smile =)

0nly 0ne...

Although just the only One but enough!

I'm shocked that i got a reply!

0ne reply, 0ne msg

but  already enough for everything.

Milo Poem..

I drink milo every night,
To get a sleep tigh tight,
at 2.05 am,it is still a young night,
Then i off the light.
And go and get a sleep. good night.


by wu liao[geng!]

Milo*

I drink milo every night.

I don't know why, but i do it everyday.

I feel comfortable while finish the whole cup of milo

but 

i feel hot!

It become my habit..

I'm STRONG

以为

突然撩起了有关答案的事..

其实已经打算不要再想了，

就把之前定下的答案作为最美的答案...

但是谁知道，
其实一切只是以为..
以为自己可以渐渐地不会再提起，
不过就是有事却装没事，装坚强的人，
事实是根本就还想得到心里想要的答案...

想让自己撇开回忆，
可是当每一次记起时，
就会忍不住把整个故事再从编一次..
嘴角露出笑容，但下一秒...

那个时候，真的是以为...
她以为[会]
但其实什么都[不会]
她的以为只是她以为..

她的以为，她愿意以为...
只是以为不被以为...

她没有要破坏，只是真心想要个答案..
但是这个是永远都不会知道的答案...

她真的不想不明不白..
到底为什么360度变?

明白一切是不值得，
算了，别再想了，
就照自己的计划走吧..


很累，她真的很累..

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生